Baby Moohlah

(:

2008-09-13T04:54:00.000-07:00

ALOHA EVERYBODY! :D

GOODBYE.

I found this somewhere.
COOL!
It's about true love.
It's a must read comment.

All love is real. But true love isn't something you stamp on the front end of a relationship. TRUE love is love that has already stood the test of time. True love is the love and commitment and sacrificial attitude that has allowed you to bond to one person and survive the decades of crap the universe has thrown at you.

TRUE love is an accomplishment. It's something you DO, not something you have.

Meanwhile, what you're feeling is what you're feeling. Strong feeling, infatuation, lust, puppy love...all of these terms are a waste of time.

Life is what you DO, not what you feel. Stop wasting time analyzing your feelings and get out there and LIVE. Move to be with her and "find out" if you can accomplish true love with her....or don't. But stop thinking you'll know in advance the answer. You can't.

You have to risk it. So enjoy the ride.

((=

2008-09-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

HAHA I MISS _____________.

Hmm.
First of all.
It's the 11th day of fasting mth.
I've not been updating due to PURE laziness.
When it comes to laziness, it's PURE.
HA HA. :P

I'm not fasting today.
Sadly, it started yestd.
Even so, I didn't eat/drink.
It doesn't kill to not eat & drink for a day.
Plus, I had no appetite.
So, it was like as per norm.
Ate with my fam.
((:
Hee.

LALALA.
I'm a bit happy.
Thx to Allah, for letting me live my dream.
Well, part of it lah to be frank.
WEE!

&& I hate it whenever computer gets STUCK.
GGRR.
Pissed pissed.
Why lah must hang & hang?
Like as if we didn't have enough HANGMAN games when we were all young!
HAHA.

Okay lazy to type already.
I shall end with this:

ICH LIEBE DICH! (;

((:

2008-09-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY.
I decided to end up with a simple blog.
Because I just became careless.
Urgh, I feel so sad lah.

&& EMO!
PMS?
Don't know lah.
Not feeling well, maybe.
Couldn't sleep these past few days.
Today would probably be an early night for me.

Did I waste my time? Hmm.

((:

2008-09-09T16:36:00.000-07:00

I am on cloud 9 right now.
I am on cloud 9 right now.

Thank you dearest friends for always being dere.

LOL!
YAY!

D:

2008-09-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

I am so pissed.
You know.
GUYS.. Get this into ur damn thick skull.
Not referring to all.
But just in case, u belong in this category.
Please.. READ!
Don't be fcukas lah please.

You know when a girl ignores you.
Doesn't give a damn blardy shit about ya.
You go ur ultimate best to tackle.
She still ignores & whatever.

After a few months/years, you probably got her attention.
After getting the attention, you leave her hanging.
Don't msg as often.
Call as often.
Attitude changes.

WHAT THE FCUK IS THIS?

Pleaselah okay.
If this is how relationships are gonna be, what's the fcuking pt?

Thing is..
I'm ready for a relationship.
Seriously I am.
But the one for me hasn't arrived yet?

People have been asking me.
U no bf ar?
Of course I want.
Of course I'm ready.
But no guy loves me truly.
HOW?

I want someone who'd love me whole-heartedly.
A sincere heart, that's all.
Not love for a short period.
True love exists.

When I play hard to get,
try to tackle.
But when I show attention,
treat me like shit.

WHAT THE FCUK MAN?
Like this right, don't need to get married lah.

ARGH!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

It's not that I think about marriage so early or whatever.
It's just that I can multi-task.
& having a bf, would be smth I can handle.
But I don't want a hurting relationship.

Nvmlah, I'll shuddup now.
Please don't comment.
Unless if you know me well.
This is just how I feel.

It really hurts.. deep inside.

((:

2008-09-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Allah.
The blessings that you've just given me.
I have only you to thank.
Muacks!
You rock.
Love you many many.
Hee. (:

Btw, man in uniform is like uber hotness.
My friend looked so damn hot in it lah.
I was like.. MELTING.
HA HA.

Right now, I just feel blessed.
Kay people, indulge in the photos alright.

Hmm, today was a fine day.
Alhamdulillah.

Hmm.
Just tired, I guess.
Tmr even worse.
HAHA.

Kkay, that's all. Take care people! ((:

)):

2008-09-08T14:40:00.000-07:00

I'll upload the pic of Malay Co soon.
I LOVE THEM ALL.
Hehehe.

Now, impt part.
The part where I'm like really angry with someone..
I'm damn pissed. ):

I wanna pluck that person's head off.

AND..

Kick balls. YAY!

((:

2008-09-07T15:58:00.000-07:00

Hi!
Yestd ate with Fergielicious @ Banquet.
Haha, i ate prata.
Kinda yummy.
Smth happened, omg.
LOL.
I pray really2 hard nth happens.
-_-V Okay?

Anyhoos, I don't know whether I wanna see ____ tdy.
AIYAH!
Tmr lah. Tmr lah.
Stress sia.
Nvm.

):
Today is Seoul Garden day with Malay Co.
YAY!
Can't wait, shall update pictures if there is alright.
Till then, adios!

Btw the song that's being played is titled:
CRUSH - DAVID ARCHULETA

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time deep inside

It was a rush, what a rush

((:

2008-09-06T19:09:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
Life's getting pretty much hectic for me.
Hmm, I'm forced to think a lot.
HAHA.
But it's good, I guess. :S

HAHA.
Anyhoos, I don't have much to update.
Just can't wait to meet my friends later.
Even Fergielicious.
ERR.
HAHA.

What else?
OOO!
&& Monday, HOORAY!
It's Seoul Garden time with my sec sch friends.
MISS THEM HARDCORE.
YAY!
Can't wait to see who eventually..
FAILS IN COOKING.
HAHA

Den Thursday will be with the G Crew.
Hmm.
They wanna belanja Pizza Hut or smth.
ERR.
Hehe.

Hmm. OHWELLS.
People, I have a short term memory.
SO I HAVE TO BE CONTINUOUSLY BE REMINDED OF WHAT TO DO.
HAHA.

Okay?
LOL.
I'm sorry about that.
But I'm serious.
I don't want any misunderstanding because of my STM.
I've got many things to thing about.
SOOO, please co-operate.

To a friend of mine,
I didn't block you lah.
Aiyoh!
Had to go off already.
That's why.

OKAY, BYE PEEPS.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

((:

2008-09-05T15:03:00.000-07:00

HMM.
Since my hp is SPOILT,
i have NO CHOICE but to use my PSP as my music player.
LOL.
But its okay.

&& I have to use my dad's hp.
)):
ERR.
I'll have my hp back in a month.
Thank God warranty card exists. (;

I'm awfully tired.
CHEY!
A friend of mine got the "best recruit" sey.
Congrats kay.
LOL.

Hmm.
I'm so into Arabian songs.
HAHA.
It's like very soothing to the ears.
Wee.

Anyhoos, update udpate.
Today (Sat) is slack day.
So its gonna be packed with RELAX & later, mayb gg out.
See how.
Have to clean this messy house.
LOL.

Sunday is makan time with Fergielicious.
But that one also is like 5050.
Monday is Malay Co day.
YES AR.
Tamp Mall Seoul Garden.
Hopefully all of us are born CHEFS.
IF NOT..
ERR.
YAY!
Can't wait to cook.

Hmm. Monday is also my impt day.
God bless. Insya Allah.

I've not been terawih-ing.
Which is bad.
Omg, I've gotta get back to my religious roots.
After Monday,
prob gonna start being religious back.
)):

Take care people.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

((:

2008-09-04T18:22:00.001-07:00

It's already the 5th day of fasting month.
Later will be meeting Moo.
Gonna help me upload the Adobe Creative Suite.
& go settle my hp problem. ):
HAIZ.

Hmm, & most prob gg library. D:
Hehe. Need to find some books.
Back to square one.

BREAKFAST SESSION:
Friday (Today) - Moo
Sunday - Ferd
Monday - Malay Co
Wednesday - G Crew

OMG.
Basically, I'm just gonna say one word:
BANKRUPT.
HAHAH!

Right now, I'm under stress.
HAHA.
Many things to do.
No time for a relationship.

Speaking of relationship,
my next bf is gonna be the man I marry.
So I have no time to play around.
This time I'm gonna choose wisely.
The last will be the first I marry.

& I hope he'll be someone who can make me happy.
Vice versa.
I have no time to emo.
I want a serious relationship.
Someone to study with me.
Work with me.
Go thru pain with me.
NOT JUST FOR STATUS.

Hmm, anything else?
NAH.
HAHA!
Okay, bubbye!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

((:

2008-09-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

Adults.
Kids.
Difference?
Huge.
When I say adults, I mean only the mean adults.
There are some adults who are genuinely kind & sweet.
Great.
& all.
& these people rock okay.

BUT RIGHT.
KIDS, tho they are notty, the are appreciative.
They might not listen to you.
But they don't gossip.

They say Thank You.
They'll hug you.
Theyll give u a high 5.
Some adults might consider that childish.
Come on lah.
One day u die also.
Just do it lah.
Like as if you'll die straight away doing hi 5.

Omg, please.
That's why I'd rather be a kid.
But can't lah.
Gg to be old already.
Haha.

How's everybody?
HAPPY FASTING PEOPLE! (;

&& ps: everything happens for a reason.

Today I asked Zee a question about relationship.
He & his girl lasted for 4 yrs plus or minus.
Really greatlah.

I asked him "will a guy change if he really loves a girl?"

& he told me this:

Usually a guy doesn't show his true self in 1st few days/wks/mths.
But when he does, u might think he has changed.
But the fact, that's what he's alway been.

((:

2008-09-02T18:30:00.000-07:00

HeyHey!
I'm not really in the mood right now.
A lil stunned and fed up.
For goodness sake, if u wanna lend people USE the TRIAL for adobe flash.
FIRSTLY, make it work.
I wasted my ***ing time waiting for it to load,
when it often gets stuck.
WTH?!

So pissed lah.
SERIOUSLY.
&& now I've lost my mood to even do anything.

BYEBYE.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

((:

2008-08-30T16:15:00.000-07:00

YAY!
Today I did hardcore shopping.
HAHA. It's worth it lah.

1) Imation Hard Disk - $129.00
In the market, it's sold at $176.00.
&& Best part, it has 3 yrs warranty.
(COMEX sale)

2) AURA perfume - $29.00 (After discount, $23.20)
Smells like Burberry.
100% similar.
Worth my bling bling.
(;

3) Mouse - $12.00
Okaylah, it's functional.
&& Of good quality.

Bye bye money.
Please come again soon.

Right now, I urgently need Adobe Creative Suite.
Anyone has it?
Please be kind enough to share it.
):

HAHA.

The trial version ain't working sey.
Basket.
HAHA.

&& MARIAM, it's time for photos today.

Photos of me & Mariam will be out soon but not now.
LOL!
WHY?!
Cause I'm L-A-Z-Y to upload, baybeh. (:

((:

2008-08-27T19:00:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY!
I'm happy as can be.
&& I've got something to share with all of you.

I had d weirdest dream.
I cried like a MAD woman siaaa. )):

COMEX sale is coming.
Gg this Saturday with my sayang-est friend, Mariam.
Have to buy Hard Disk & Mouse.
:((
Equals to BANKRUPT.
HAHA

Other than that,
I lazy to type.
Or shld I say LAZY?

I love my brother, even tho he's irritating.
Okay, here's the pictures:

XOXO,
FAEKAH

((:

2008-08-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.

Life.. A critical journey or an exciting ride another might say.
I've learnt so many things.
When it comes to love.
Or whatever.
&& in the end, it all boils down to one.

PATIENCE.

Whether you have it or not.
Whether you practise it or not.
I used to interfere in other people's affair.
BLABLABLA.

But I was the one to be blamed in the end.
And this is PSYCHOLOGY.
It has been stated clearly that if two parties are in a dispute.
&& a third party comes along.
That third party will be blamed in d end.
Which is true.

I've prayed so hard.
To dear Allah.
Sometimes I think why life is so dull.
Mundane.
Irritating.
At times.
But I can't blame no one.
BUT MYSELF.

I ignored Allah at times.
When my happy time comes, it's bubbye Allah.
Which is bad.
That's why now I make it a practise.

Whereby every step I make.
Every decision I choose.
I will mention his name in my heart.
Even when liking a guy.
I've started to mention Allah first.
Next is family.

Heaven lies in my parent's hands.
Respect them & ur life is just like heaven.
That's why I put my utmost respect to them.
They might nag or scold me.
But they always make me happy when I'm sad.
Like truly.

True friends.
I'm someone who treasures ALL my true friends.
Friends who kill me from the back.
Don't worry, I clearly know ur names at the back of my head.
Just that I never say or express.
But seriously, from the eyes,
you can know if the person has a black heart or a good heart.

You mix with good, you become good.
And thanks Allah.
I've been getting to know nice people ever since I'm in Poly.
&& I've really changed for the better.

In terms of forgiving.
Understanding.

In other words, more matured lah dey.

HA HA HA.

Sorry lah today's entry so formal.
BLUEK! MY BLOG WAD?! HAHA.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

HARD DISK THIS SATURDAY WITH MARIAM.
&& RSAF TOO.
YAY! LOVE YOU MAR MAR.

Sunday is dress up day.
Heehee.

SORRY VANI DIDN'T GO BOWLING TODAY.
WAS BUSY DARLING. ((;

(:

2008-08-25T02:39:00.002-07:00

It's slimming down time during the holidays.
HAHA.
I'm getting fatter.
They say, patience is the key to all your prayers.
&& I totally agree to that statement.
((:
Miracles do happen to those who believe.
& slowly, I pray that all goes well for me.

Tdy was spring cleaning day for mummy, brother & me.
We cleaned the house.
I KEPT COMPLAINING.
HAHA.
As in why the continuous shifting of furnitures?
LOL.

It's funny lah.
I'll never replace any other parents for my parents.
I love them like hardcore lah.
That's why sometimes I feel I shouldn't get married..
Until I've really taken care of my parents.
:S OOPS!
HAHA.
I just can't imagine separating from them.

Mariam, thank you for being dere these few days.
For listening to my troubles.
I'm glad you live nearby.
&& Also, always provided good advices.
Once we start working full-time, let's travel ard the world yo!

Hmm.
Many plans to chill out have been made.
Think I'm gonna go bankrupt.
THANK GOD FASTING MTH IS HERE.
HAHA

If not ar, money money money.
Bye bye, Money.
Hee. :P

Hmm, other than that.
I shall do my best to be patient.
&& well cross fingers.
Get good news.
Trust Allah.

Hmm, dearest MI0615.
Are we gonna have class outing?
You all on or not?
Hehehe.
Kkay, I'm gonna mass email everyone.
Hopefully all can make it.
Tentatively, it'll be held on the 05 Oct 2008.
Spread the news yo!

Hmm, to all August babies.
Whoever you are,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ((:

ALL ALL ALL.

&& To my friend, who's birthday is on the 21st Sept 2008.
Gonna hv a good birthday for you toos!

Another thing, how to make the hair grow faster ar?
I want my hair to be nenepok length.
But it's SLOW.
Nvm, again, I shall TRY to be patient.
HAHA
Fasterlah hair, I waited for years ald.
You ought to start growing by now.
MONKEY!
HAHA

Kkay, take care people!

XOXO,
FAEKAH ((:

(:s.

2008-08-25T02:39:00.001-07:00

It's slimming down time during the holiday

(:

2008-08-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

I don't have the mood right now.
When things go on the brighter side,
I will update more.
For now,
most likely to be a NONO.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

(:

2008-08-23T05:42:00.001-07:00

Hello readers.
I have nothing much to update for now.
More of disappointments?
HAHA.

But today, I spent my day with family @ Ikea.
We played around like crazy sia in the mall.
Hehehe.
Love you, my dearest family. ((:

Anyhoos, I managed to be in my own LALA land for a while.
HAHAHA.

Enjoy or get traumatized by the picture alright.
Hee :P

WASSUP DAWG?! HAHA - BUGS BUNNY

just a dream, perhaps.

2008-08-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Everything's just a dream perhaps.
Every girl awaits her prince charming, yes.

I'm not waiting for prince charming.
I'm waiting for the man, who's known as "10" by the maid.
Whoever he is, I've been waiting for him all my life.
Someone to lift me up back.

My ex was someone who cared about me.
But somehow or rather, something was missing.
Hard to find a guy like him.
But I'd rather not be hypocrite.
Cause I feel that the One is still out there.

I just wonder when I'll meet him.
I've lost hope in love.
I know I'm young.
Sometimes, it's just this loneliness that you feel.
The sadness and all, nothing can describe it.

I hv my beautiful family, yes.
I love them all whole heartedly.
But sometimes, you just want someone to care for u.
Like myself, only my family cares about me.
Yes, some true friends would care about me too.

But.. special? You know, we all want someone special.
Tmr's the day.
I hv to give my best.
Sat & Sun.

The rest of the days remain untold, unfinished.
Dearest Allah,
shine some light please.
I'm tired.
I'm screaming my lungs out inside.

Thx Mariam for today.
Really means a lot to me.

Right now..
The rest remains unwritten.
I shall just pray for the best.

My Dream Boy,
whoever you are.
I've been waiting for you since I was young.
Dreams of you.
Premonitions of you.
But where are you?
Right now,
when I really need you.
Whoever you are.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

&& the rest remains unwritten.

):

2008-08-20T19:01:00.000-07:00

It's CUDA time later in the afternn.

Right now, I'm just worried.
ARGH! Really hate it whenever my eyes shake.
OMG.
TRAUMA SIA.
Since yesterday till today, in fact. ):
SHIT.

Dear Allah,
I don't wanna cry no more.
Maybe this is a punishment for the sins I've done.
If that's the case, I will take it whole-heartedly.
Only you know the real me.
&& I sincerely bestow to you.

I hope to hear good news anytime soon, I hope.
I don't feel like talking for now.

PS: New blogskin again? HAHA.

But this time round, this skin really appeals to me.
Hehehe.

That's all people!
&& Please tag if you do read this.
Don't just read & leave.
Because I know there are such cases. :)

XOXO,
FAEKAH

(:

2008-08-20T03:15:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION.

Today I did a mass reflection on myself.
Totally disappointed in myself, various aspects lah actually.
My lower eyelid (right) has been shaking ever since morning.
BAD BAD BAD.
Am gonna cry anytime soon, I guess.

Can't wait for weekends.
At the same time, worried. ):

Did I do the right thing?
Hmm, yesterday was bliss.
But at the same time, confusing. (:
No idea.
Nevermind.

&& SHOPPING.
IORA has this discount sale.
I was like WOAH!
It's IORA.
Can't help but to spend 19 buckeroos on the executive shirt.
*SWEATS*
Probably gonna turn bankrupt soon.
SHIAT!
HAHA.
Dear God, please let money fly down.

I don't know but I feel like gg to the mosque and asking for total forgiveness.
I feel like wearing a scarf but not anytime soon, as I know myself.
I'm not ready.
But definitely will wear it when I work full time I guess. (:

Oh dearest Allah.
Guide me thru.
I don't wanna disappoint my parents.
Yet I'm stubborn.
TOTALLY.

Give me the strength, dearest Allah.
I shall look upon you as of now.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

&& How's everybody?
Am sad Escape Theme Park trip was cancelled.
But nvm, sometimes things happen for a reason I guess.
I needa rest.
Too much's been happening.
TOODLES!

(:

2008-08-18T22:50:00.003-07:00

HMM.
Guess what people?
I'm in school right now.
HAHA

OOO!
Ding dang dong. (:
Hmm, how are you all?
I'm fine thank you.
Excited.
YES I AM.
Happy.
OF COURSE.

This week has been kinda packed.
I've been making sure that my week goes well.
&& Of course, not disrupted by dumb events.

Btw girlfriends,
Escape Theme Park maybe will be schedueled on Wednesday/Thursday.
Hopefully Liza gets well soon yeah! (:

Okayslah, I gtg.
Lazy to type.
Will update more pretty soon.
But definitely not now.
When I'm in the mood, most prob. :)

XOXO,
FAEKAH (;

(:

2008-08-18T22:50:00.001-07:00

(:

2008-08-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!
Today went out with one of my classmates.
THX SO MUCH!
(:

Got myself a Ripcurl shirt, which is like 50% off orig price.
OMG, from $49 all the way to $24.50.
YAY!

&& Also, necklace cum bracelet from Diva.
Tabulated to $13.
Not bad ar.
The bling2 is like seriously gorgeous. (:

Hmm, anything else?
Well nothing much.
Just tired lah to type.
Lazy you know.

PS: Gonna change blogskin again.

Fickle minded?
YES. I AM.
HA HA.

Okays, tmr gotta go somewhere with someone. (:

XOXO,
FAEKAH

(;

2008-08-17T03:56:00.000-07:00

My ambition is to seriously become a teacher. (:
&& Guess what?
I really love my nephew.
Super notty & cheeky.
Went out with Vanilicious.
HAHA.

&& seriously,
I LOVE ALL MY CLOSED ONES.
(;
Pic with girl kuzzins also.

But seriously,
I love mixing with kids.
God bless.
May I become a teacher one day.
As teaching is my passion.

PICTOS! PICTOS!
HAHA.
If only this nephew of mine lives near my house.
(:
I'd like to be his baby-sitter.
YOU ROCK LAH BOY!
&& in the car right, he slept on top of my right arm.
Didn't wanna lemme go.
SO SAD LAH! ):

Memories

2008-08-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

If my future husband cheats on me.
WHOEVER HE IS.
Be clearly warned.
I'll do what this lady did.

SYDNEY (AFP) - - An Australian woman has taken revenge on her cheating husband by auctioning his mistress's "huge" panties and his "size small" condom packet on eBay.
CLICK HERE

The people who truly made me happy in FYP.
Keith dont have photo of youlah.
SORRY!

Alien & Me. My partner in FYP. (: Hehe!

My gang. Don't play play. HA HA

Alien (Ain), Myself & Aloy (Sarcasm King). HAHA. (:

The people whom I seriously won't forget.
Ain, Nipple Boy, Green Shirt, Daniel & Myself.
Nipple Boy & Green Shirt come from Engineering School.
HAHA
But they rock lah seriously.

Now FYP is over.
I will seriously miss my lab.
The lame people.
The jokers.
The perverts.
It's been the best experience ever that I won't ever forget.

Hmm. Today just went Punggol Plaza.
Later gg thanksgiving.
Then people will start commenting.
AS USUAL.
No freedom.
Aiyoh, cannot even shuddup lah these people.
Everything also want to comment.
Nothing better to do.
Kay, whatever.

HAHA.
Just now right.
In the bus, I thought I lost my hp sia.
Was damn freaked out.
But heng ar,
it was stuck in between my papers.
LOL

Tmr is Suntec City day.
&&
Library day.
SHITLAH.
My book's fine is increasing.
HAHA
OMG!
HeeHee.
Who wants to go library tmr?
You are very welcomed to follow me.
:S

Hmm, kay dats about it.
I'm just rather tired.
It's KNOCKOUT time!
HAHA

XOXO,
FAEKAH

LIFE IS SHORT.
BE HAPPY!
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH.
CRY CRY CRY.
We're humans afterall.
Hee.

(:

2008-08-14T18:19:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY! Was supposed to go KFC with Fatin today.
But change of plans.
Due to distance & time.
Tmr gotta go Punggol Plaza in the morning.
HA HA.
OMG.
Thenthen, go my aunt's thanksgiving.
Hee!

(:
Hmm what else?
Sunday is Suntec City Day with Vani & Ain I guess.

Monday?
Monday is my day with Fatin.
Liza once you dah okay, please let's go out together!
:D

Tuesday?
NYP day. HAHA.

Wednesday?
Hmm.
ESCAPE THEME PARK DAY.

Wee.
It's gonna be a packed week.
&& I'm loving it.
(:

Anyone else?
Let's have some fun people!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

:S

2008-08-13T19:19:00.000-07:00

OHGAWD.
My bladder is like FULLY brimmed with water.
Waiting for Ain to return because I need to RUN to the toilet.
Tmr I can relax a little.
OMG.

Hee.
Anyhoos, how's everybody?
Tmr is KFC day.

&& Now, I'm lazy to type.
LOL
Kk, bubbye Earthlings.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

:)

2008-08-13T04:12:00.000-07:00

HI BELOVED PEEPS! (:
Alhamdulillah.
Today's presentation was fine.

Just that my body was slowly dying out on me.
Pain here lah. Pain there lah.
OH MY GAWD.
So I asked my supervisor whether I cud like CAO earlier.
&& THANK GOD MY SUP AGREED.
If not my bones wud have totally broken there.
:P

&& YES, emotionally I'm still unstable.
But heck lah.
With time, I'm sure it'll heal.
(Or rather atleast that's what I hope)

Yeah, 30th aug is a demanding day for me.
I just got the worst news ever.
&& am stuck in a narrow state.
NVM.
Let Allah help me decide.
=)

WOO.
Oklah, i think I talk too much.
Will be online later to do report.
DANGDANG,
REPORT!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

:)

2008-08-12T22:33:00.000-07:00

My body's not doing too well, today.
GET WELL SOON LIZA! (:
HAHA.

Today I've got no mood to talk.
I just need to heal every part of me, physically & emotionally.

GOODBYE WORLD.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

:)

2008-08-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

HEYHO!
I got to know this mixed guy.
Aiyoyo.
HAHA.
You know right..
What's my mindset towards guys?
GOOD NOW, BAD LATER.
Too bad lah.
D: Hehe.
So, I won't be the same Faekah.
I just got sick of THAT tactic.
Right.. guys? :p

Anyhoos, presentation tmr.
1,2,3.. ARGH!
HAHA, scared as hell lah.
I'm dead serious.
LOL.
God bless big time.
GO GO GO!

&& Thanks dearest MARIAM for accompanying me today despite ur tiredness.
You're damn sweet lah dey.
Love you lotsa.
Sunday yea!
:)

Nxt Wed is Escape for me & gang.
CHEYCHEY! Gang sey.
LOL.
Liza, Me, Vani & Ain.
YAHOO!
Hmm.
Saturday is makan time with my fav duos.
See how lahhh.
Hee.
&& FRIDAY, KFC with Fatin & Liza I guess. :p
See how also.
Wee!

Hmm.
My body's is like damn aching.
CANNOT TAHAN SIA.
OMG.
I think during holis im gonna go for massage or smth.
Its damn painful.
-_-"

Yeah.
That's about it I guess.
I love the vest hardcore.
Worth the dang price!

HMM.
And a thought about life I just had today.
Whatever bad tags along with good.
So if something bad happens,
it means something extra-ordinary-ly good is coming up.
If you're patient, the outcome is DAMN fantastic.

XOXO,
FAEKAH (:

:)

2008-08-11T17:42:00.001-07:00

HELLO!
It was a devastating experience.
First & foremost,
my dad bought for me sports shoes..
so that i can run faster.
BUT WTF.
I failed my 2.4 by a minute.
HOW SHITTY CAN THAT GET?
&& there's more stuffs that happened which pissed me a little.
But nvm, it's over.
Haha.
DENDEN.
My pull up.
FREAKING ASS.
Why are you like so damn big?
Sometimes right,
I feel like cutting my buttocks into HALF.

I just need a hiatus.
A moment of enjoyment.
Just to relax my mind a little.
&& PARTY LIKE CRAZY.

I wanna go for a massage.
&& Some mind therapies.
I wanna open a new life.
Just kinda pissed with everything in my life.

It's like a jumbled puzzle.
Many negative things have been happening..
@ the wrong time.
That really bought me down.

Dearest Allah,
show me happiness soon.
I'm just really really down.
I seriously understand how Britney feels now.

&& why she needs rehabilitation.
I feel you Britney.
& trust me, I'll be your fan always.
I understand how you feel.

NAPFA really bought my spirit down.
But nvm, after this torturous week..
I'm gonna start a new life.
A whole new Faekah will be born.

It's time to mature into a butterfly.
I've been a caterpillar and right now..
I'm in the cocoon stage.
Ya Allah..
Guide me thru please.

At times.
I feel like smoking.
Taste a little bit of drinking.
Go clubbing.
& Party off my mind.
BUT HELL NO.

It's just sad lah.
I need a swim.
&& Lotsa jogging.

My heart's shattered and my mind's boggled.
Need to float back up.
But how?
No inspiration,
Just a destination in mind.

I would like to sincerely thank those who have really been by my side.
Like honestly.
For calling.
For MSNing.
For cheering me up.
Tho some made me feel worse about myself.
I'm just gratified to have atleast a few who truly left a smile on my face.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

&& there's seriously something wrong with my body.
But, nonono.
Shall stay strong.
I've not met my purpose of life yet.
Which is to take care of my parents till their last day on Earth.

&& I did this REALLY REALLY interesting test.
HAHA, here's my result:

Pale.

2008-08-10T17:49:00.000-07:00

HAHA. Today I look freaking pale without make up.
Too bad cause today is NAPFA day.
OMG, extreme workout.
Gotta prepare for bodyaches.
Alongside with heartache. :P

Hmmm.
2 more days to presentation.
Am gg out with Mariam on Tuesday..
to collect my vest. (:
YAY!

Thanks Mango.
It's awesomely cheapo!
@ just $10.
I LIKE YOU KNOW.

&& my hair is like super golden brown.
SHIAT.
I didn't expect it to be like freaking brown-ish.
DAMN, learn from mistakes.

OOO.
Dearest Allah, gimme the strength.
For I very much need it right now.
Thank you.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

:S

2008-08-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

I never expected guys to be real bastards.
But hey. Not all guys are bastards.
Though some really are genuinely bastards.

So, my end conclusion is..
I don't ever wish to get attached.
And I pray that Allah gives me the right one someday somehow.
Probably 1000 yrs later.
But I don't give a damn about it.

What the maid said was right..
Someone will play me out.
ETC ETC.
&& She gave me another clue.
10.
I don't know what that means.
All I can say is..

10, whoever you are.
I really need u to heal my heart.

KK.
WHATEVER.
HAHA.
Not interested in love, ANYWAY.

Okay.. FYP's gonna end soon.
THANK GOD.
I just dyed my hair today.

My parents were real sweethearts today.
They got me sports shoes for tmr.
So I HELL NOT disappoint them.
I will atleast get smth for NAPFA.

Which guy would ever do that for me right?
YAH. DUH~
So, as of today, my true love is my family.
&& I'll cry like shit if I were to loose them.

Hmmm. Cannot wait till holidays arrive.
Time to go for a make over.
ENJOY!
:)

Too bad today cudn't exercise.
):
Really waited for it.
Nvm, next time den.
Hee.

GOD BLESS!
&& one more thing, don't be too ego-centric/self-centered.
You won't be a perfect human but rather, a perfect ASSHOLE.
I totally disgust these kinda people. (:

XOXO,
FAEKAH

(:

2008-08-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
YAY!
Tmr is jogging day with Mariam.

Today I was a bit crazy.
HAHA.

My family did intense shopping.
Hee.
Basically me lah.
HAHA.

What I bought today:
1) Boots
2) Kebaya
3) Baju Kurung
4) Make Up powder
5) Perfume
6) Deodrant
7) Blue handbag

More on my shopping list:
1) Light brown dye
2) Vest
3) Handphone

Dearest God,
bless me the wish for a job.
:S
Hard to find suitable one.
HAHA.
But I trust Allah.

I'm happy today.
I got what I wanted.
All the beautiful things.

Sometimes I wonder if it's for real.
Am falling deeper & deeper.

:)

2008-08-07T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm.
I'm bored so I'll share with you guys more about my idol.
&& Also, singer.

Well, my fav idol is ANGELINA JOLIE.
I wanna be like her.
A superwoman.
Balances everything in her life.
Like seriously.

She's gorgeous.
Top-notch as a matter of fact.
I wanna have a body like her.
Kids like her.
Adopted/Not Adopted.
:)
&& i'm gonna be independent.
Just like her.
She really deserves to be admired.

This is my favourite singer.
ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.
SUPER HOT.
&& seriously, if he were to hv a concert here in Singapore.
I'M GOING!
Like for real.
Other singers?
I don't care.
But him, yes yes yes!

(:

2008-08-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE. (:

Hmm.
I'm like so damn tired.
My body's like aching, terribly.
HAHA.
It's been a long time since I last exercised.
Hee. :)

Anyhoos.
Proj's okay okay lahhh. :S
Hmm, I guess.

Can't wait holidays.
it's been a long time.
&& I got this horrible experience yestd night.
Somebody chocked me.
:S
HAHA.
It felt like so real.
Turned out to be a dream instead.

&& YAY!
Tmr is family shopping day.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

):

2008-08-06T17:30:00.000-07:00

HMPH.

Someone in particular looked down on me.
URGH!
Nvm.
It's okay. (:

You just wait.
One day I'll rise all the way to the top.
Say all you want.
;)

I'm a strong girl.
& Words won't bring me down.

XOXO,
FAEKAH

(:

2008-08-05T17:51:00.000-07:00

Hello people!
I've not been blogging quite intensely.
During the holidays maybe.
Haha! :)

Anyhoos, found something about love.
What is true love, some of us may question.
YESYES.
I did a research on it.
Well, hope this would be beneficial. :S

CREDIT:
http://www.lilesnet.com/ValentinesDay/definition.htm

Definitions

Love is not a necessity, but it is life’s greatest gift and luxury.

Love is caring, kind, and patient.

Love does not expect anything but love in return.

Love knows when to put pride to the side, because the greatest thing one can be proud of Is a love that is shared.

Love is or should be unconditional.

Love is giving and selfless.

Love is therefore unselfish.

Love is not arrogant, or does not insist in its own way, It is a celebration of what is right.

Love is undying devotion (yes that too).

Love is not resentful and does not rejoice in wrong, but celebrates the right

Love is the desire to be intimate - physically and emotionally.

Love endures all, hopes all, bears all.

Love is believing, sharing, dreaming.

Love is Honesty.

Love is friendship, companionship, and more.

Love is completion. Forgiving. Understanding and inspiring.

Love is the attainment of life's greatest inspiration.

Love is supporting, but not overbearing.

Love is the free and complete expression of oneself to/for another.

Love is being open to an other's expression... True friends, companion, lover, and mother (or father).

Love is faithful and loyal.

Love can be strong, yet so fragile.

There are those out there who have not been lucky enough to find it...some never will. (Not all, but some). In addition, what one would call true love...love in its best, purest, truest sense is even rarer and harder to find. Not that no one ever does. Many probably do. It is still the hardest thing that mankind strives to obtain. The dream of finding and marrying for true love exists and Concludes by everything falling into place.

:)

2008-08-04T17:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
There's a new theory about couples.
Check this out.
HA HA!

You and I are an ass.
We complement each other.
We need each other.
Without you, I malfunction.
If there's a third party in this love,
then he/she will be an asshole.
Because he/she came in between us.

NICE RIGHT?
So people.
If you & ur guy/girl were to braek up,
it's only because of an ASSHOLE. (:

Okay, cheerios!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

I took this personality quiz.
Credits to Anna and the webby itself.
Here's the link:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
I agree with the way they describe me.
HA HA

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

:)

2008-08-03T17:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my sec sch best friend and me baked cookies.
AFTER I BAKED,I REALIZED I FORGOT SMTH.
WADDA FISH?
HAHA.

Anyway, here's my sec sch best friend.

&& Me trying to set things right.
:S
ERR.
HA HA HA.

Mariam, we should hang out more often.
Let's exercise soon okay. ;D

ps: DA. (:
It's melting time.
HAHA.

Hmm.
Okay whatever.
Back to work, people.
Hee. :D

:)

2008-08-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

My life has never been this way before.
This time, I feel so uplifted.
I used to be lazy.
I'm not responsible etc.

But I feel so different.
I'd like to change my life for the better.
NAPFA test is coming.
FYP's gonna end soon.
10 more days.

&& I feel the closer bond to God now.
I feel happy.
I feel different.
It's just great.

Seriously.

DA

Hmm anyways I'm gonna catch MEET DAVE soon.
Tmr is exercise day for me & Mariam.
Hv to give her a morning call.
HA HA

Den, she'll accompany me to return my book.
Afterwhich, it's a journey to her house.
I'm going to bake cookies.
For my friends. (:
& my family.

MY SECRET RECIPE.
That made me pass my Home Economics.
HAHA

XOXO,
EKA

Happiness.

:)

2008-08-01T18:39:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! (:
I'm nervous about today.
Insya Allah.
_____ will be fine.
Wee!

&& I so love the song "Tonight" by FM Static.
It's damn nice! :D
I suddenly fall in love with Rock.
HAHA.

Hmm.
Other than that, I hv to do the Start button.
After this assignment,
I guess it would mark the end.
Because right now, I have to deal with:
Report/AES/Presentation.

We shall see how.
Yesterday, I went to see Mariam.
Hmm, oklah, we talked.
&& I really enjoyed the lights there.
It made me "feeling2".
It's near Suntec.
Fountain of Wealth.
Hopefully wealth would drop by.
:P HA HA HA.

OOO.
Cheeky.
Hmm.
Anyhoos.
I have yet to pay for the fine (library).
Hmm due date was 30th july.
I guess I'll go library tomorrow.
Hee. :P
&& I hope I hv nothing on.

Anything else?
OHWELLS. Nothing.
HAHA.
Okays I'm outta here.

XOXO,
EKA

Song lyrics | Tonight lyrics

:)

2008-07-31T17:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO! I hv so many things to get done.
OHMYGAWD.
I really feel bad.
I ought to start fasting soon.
I hv to walk the talk.

Hmm.
So far.
Ive yet to complete AES, report & presentation.
A few more days to go.
This is the last lap! :)

YAY! Tmr is BBW day for me.
;D
Omg.
May Allah bless me tmr.

How's everybody?
My stomach is still in bad condition.
I owe my sister, MANGO, a brownie.
:P
Hehe.
I hv to keep my words.
So I'll give her a brownie yo! :P

Today am gnna go Suntec with Mariam. :)
Wee.
Like finally I getta go out with her.
Yahoo! :X

I feel like eating.
But I reckon I should tahan.
I think I would be joining Dance Aerobics anytime soon.
Or if anyone wants a "Fats Donation".
You can always get it from me.

XOXO,
EKA

:)

2008-07-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!
Stomach pain.
HAHA.
Excessive carbon dioxide in my body.
Hee! :P

YAY YAY!
SATURDAY.
Hehe. ;D

Hmm.
How is everybody doing?
:)

OHMYGAWD.
I can't wait for my hoodie to arrive. ):
WUEK!

Ohwell.
Nth much for tdy.
Hee.

TATA!

(:

2008-07-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

Hello people!
Assalamualaikum. (:
How are yoos?
Blardy hell.
These past few days I've been SMSing alot.
HAHA

My class just made a dirty joke about Aaron.
DAMN FUNNY.
He's gg bangkok with his GF.
So they made a joke BANG-COCK.
WADDA HECK?
HAHA.

FUNNY.
Anyhoos.
I'm having a terrible stomache.
&& Lunchie tmr!

:S
OOO! Gonna be outta budget soon.
That's great news.
HAHA

Dearest Allah,
shine some light.
Gimme more great news.
Pretty please.
(:

THANK YOU!

XOXO,
EKA

:D

2008-07-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

AWW. I was simply touched by what Vani typed about me.
Like seriously, it's been a long time.
THANK YOU VANI. (:

All I ever needed was to be appreciated.
All I ever longed for was to be loved.
My family. I love them whole-heartedly.
& they appreciate it.

Atleast, one of my friends showed her appreciation.
I feel so touched.

I feel like crying..
But cannot cry.
-_-

HMM.
May God bless you, Vani.

&& to the rest of my friends.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU GUYS TOO.
(:

You just made my day, Vani.

&& For that thank you.
To those who tagged me,
thanks for dropping by.
&& Cheering me up.
MUTHUSAMY & ZEEQ especially.

Also thank you to those who cheered me up in MSN.
Like MANGO.
&& REZ! :D
&& in my lab itself,
AIN.
For listening to my ramblings in class.
:S

HAHA.

XOXO,
EKA (:

):

2008-07-28T00:52:00.000-07:00

I'm SO sad today.
MONDAY BLUES. ):

Feeling TOTALLY demoralized.
Hopeless.
Lost.
Disappointed.

I don't know lahhh.
D: I wanna cry but cannot cry.
Too much tears lost already.
HAHA

I'm feeling very demoralized.
Someone PLEASE cheer me up.
):

=)

2008-07-26T16:28:00.000-07:00

It's time for Intensive Diet.
Many people have been saying..
That I've been gaining weight.
&& I agree. (:
Because it's true.
Thus, it's time for me to DIET.

Also, I've gotta repay back my fasting days.
:S It's horrible.
I'm starting as of tomorrow.
&& NAPFA FOR GIRLS TOO!
Better start exercising my guts out.

Hello!
Sorry for lack of updates.
Yesterday my niece & nephew had cukur jambol.
:D

But the young kids were the ones that had lotsa fun.
Pictos below.
&& one pic is a sample of how I want my wedding stage to be like.
Hehe, my nephew is damn cute.
I want a baby boy. ;D

I'll update later.
WANNA SLEEP!

:)

2008-07-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

Perhaps I could try this one day.
IN SCHOOL.

HELLO!
MONDAYMONDAYMONDAY.
I totally can't wait for Monday.

HMM.
That aside,
gang & me decided to join d SMRT Challenge end of August.
GAMBATE!
;D

WEE.
I really love my friends in FYP.
They're really sporty. (:

HMM.
What else?
Don't know ley.
Project Alhamdulillah.
Life Alhamdulillah.

But right now.
My mind is being filled with many dollar signs.
I seriously want money.
Anyone can give it to me.. FREE?

&& I'm beginning to love ART.

:P

(:

2008-07-24T02:02:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY LOVELIES!
Today's fine.
My next assignment (FYP) will be harder than ever.
)': LEMME CRY!

BUT THEN,
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALLAH FOR GUIDING ME THRU.
I LOVE YOU!

(:

&& THANKS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY DEAREST ALLAH.

&& THANK YOU BLESSEDBEAU FOR THE GREAT DEAL.

After I get the items, I will link you in my blog okay! ;D

HMMM.
How's everybody?
THANK YOU ALLAH TIMES ONE MILLION.

&& THANK YOU BEST FRIEND, AKEZD.
For the gifts from Indon.

Hmm. School was alright.
Everyone was busy with their project. (:
Hehe. What to do? A few more days to go!

&& I'm packed up.
WOO.

Anything else?
HMM.
OHYAH, the photo above is the photoshoot photo.
Any of you keen?
You can get the voucher from me.

Rajes & Fatin, you guys will be getting it soon yea.
For yourself & also your boyfriends.
ENJOY!
(:

Saturday, will be gg to my cousin's house.
WEE!
Sunday?
Hmm.
Gonna go to Jannah's house?
Can't wait to see you girl.
I WISH YOU WELL.
& MAY YOU GET WELL SOON.

Tomorrow.
Initially planned to hangout with bestie.
BUT TOO BAD.

I have religious class tonight.
Till then..
ADIOS!

(:

2008-07-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

OOO! I'm aiming this hoodie. It's hot. && Hard to get. Wee!

FIRST & FOREMOST,
someone called me ugly yestd night. -_-
HAHA.
DAMN IT.

Anyhoos, I feel like I really wanna be a teacher.
You know why?

Someone once told me this sentence.
"In my opinion, we should learn from KIDS. Not kids learn from us."
No doubt we should!
Because they are the contrary of adults.
1) They greet you when they see you.
2) They smile when they see you.
3) They say THANK YOU as a sign of appreciation.
4) They are INNOCENT.
5) They are sincere.
6) They are FRANK.
7) They are funny, but not offensive.
8) They listen to you.
9) They share happiness.
10) They are loving.

There was this time.
A young small boy hugged me so tight.
I hugged him back so tightly.
And I almost cried..
Because I felt such a sincere hug.
I can't remember that moment up till now.
And the young kid said to me the sentence.
THANK YOU, in such a sincere manner.

I would love to be a kid back.
But too bad.
I just hope to be a child @ heart forever.
:P

Hmmmm.
& One day I wanna have children.
I want them to be notty, playful yet loving.
&& everyday, I would like them to call me MUMMY!
WEE!

But I have one problem.
WHAT IF..
I don't get married?
HAHA.

Alright, that'll be all for today.

XOXO,
FAEKAH(:

LIFE.

2008-07-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!
It's been a LONG time since I last blogged.
Today was EATING day.

Ate spaghetti.
HAHA.
Ate bread + ALL TIME FAV..
YAM MILK TEA.
Ate..
PIZZA!
Someone from my lab bought PIZZA for everyone.
AWW.

Hmm.
Yeah, recently I'm feeling happy.
Thank you Allah. (:

Hmmm.
I jsut hope as days go by, I'll be happier.

I'll update photos when I get back.
Yesterday was my cousin's birthday!
Haha.
She's uber generous sia.
It's her bdae..
BUTBUT.

SHE GAVE ME HER UNUSED GUESS BAG.

&&

Her NIKE bag.

BOTH HER & HER MUM.
ARE SUPER GENEROUS.

Omg, they have a good pay.
&& A good heart.

HAPPY BDAE YASMIN.
HAPPY BDAE SEIF.

&& LAST BUT NOT LEAST..

HAPPY BDAE..
TO MY BEAUTIFUL AUNT, CIK WATI.

&& MY GORGEOUS COUSIN, AISYAH.

May ALLAH bless you both to have the happiest life ever! :)

&& 1 more thing,
XIUJUAN gave me PSP bag.
BELATED BDAE GIFT.

&& it matches with my PSP.
LAVENDER PURPLE.
THANKS SWEETHEART.
I LOVE YOU.
&& love the gift. ;D

2008-07-19T19:15:00.001-07:00

Friendster Comment / Friendster Layout / Myspace Comments

I AGREE.

HE'S MY FAVOURITE SINGER.
I WANT MY FUTURE HUSBAND (WHOEVER HE IS) TO HAVE A GOATEE LIKE HIS. (:

=)

2008-07-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

HeyHey!
It's been a LONG time since I last posted.
HAHA.

(:
HMM.
Yesterday I went to Newater thingy.
It was okay.

Today, sch's okaylahhh.
This morning just normal lessons.
Today I looked like a Kindergarten kiddd.
Hehe. :P

TMR'S RESULT WILL DETERMINE ANS TO ALL QUESTION.
HAIZ.
:(
I really hope everything'd be fine.

My blue black getting worse.

My best friend just went to Indonesia.
):
I REALLY REALLY MISS MY BEST FRIEND.
Endured my ramblings & all.
HAIZZZ.

I really pray that the result would be good.
):

&& My animation.
URGH! Problems. Again & again.
I don't care.
It better get settled.

OHWELL.
NVM.
I'm tired.
I'm quite sad.
I think I need to rest.
Take care!

XOXO,
FAEKAH

=)

2008-07-14T07:48:00.000-07:00

HI TODAY IS MEMORIES DAY FOR ME.
FIRSTLY, THANK YOU ALLAH FOR THE MIRACLE. :)

Sometimes, in life.
I forget the treasures of my life.
OFCOURSE, first is GOD.
SECOND, is FAMILY.
I LOVE THEM TIP TOP.

To my friends.
I sincerely love every single one of you deeply.
My best friend Akezd. You too.
My best friend till the end!
I always miss the chance to say Thank You.

I am stubborn.
VERY.
I am egoistic.
KINDA.

Do I hate myself sometimes?
Yeah.
But I sincerely love all my friends to the max.
And I hope if I die one day, please.. visit my grave.
Forgive me for my sins.

1) AKEZD.
2) SHREEN.
3) LIZA.
4) VANI.
5) AIN.
6) RAJES.
7) FATIN.

I just can't name specifically.
BUT EVERYONE!
My class MI0615.
My sec school friends.
My poly friends, ALL.
My sec school band.
My poly CCA, A Team.
My Guardian friends like JANNAH.

My life has been sucha blessing that I forgot to count them.
All of you have added colours to my life.

Not forgetting my gorgeous big family from Dad's side.
And small but adorable family from Mum's side.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU TRULY.
&& MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU!

ALL OF YOU HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART SO MUCH.
MY BEST FRIENDS WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DERE.
Its been great!

Below is just 1/4 of my memories.
Take a look.
SORRY IF SOME PHOTOS NOT INCLUDED.
STILL LOVE U ALL.
I DONT CARE IF I LOOK LIKE CRAP.
ITS THE HAPPINESS!

This is AKEZD. My BESTEST buddy.

GUARDIAN MEMORIES. 2 yrs ++.

SHREEN, my faithful sistah.

FYP friends. FUN FUN FUN!

Attachment friend, VANI. ;D

COUSINS CLOSE TO HEART. (:

PEOPLE WHO ROCKED MY LIFE SINCE YEAR 1.

My younger brother. Me. I love you!

=)

2008-07-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

WOO!
Somebody asked me to update.
HAHA.

WAHPIANG EY!
My ulcer is still here to attack me.
BTW PEOPLE.
MY HOME MSN GOT PROB.
U can leave msg & all.
But I can't reply.
So not pt.
SO IF MSN.
IN SCH.
OHWELL.

NVM.
HAHA
My dad woke me up in d early morning.
Asked to do my Subuh prayers after bathing. :)
HEHE
Den,
I had to sweep the house.
Prepare food.
GUYS ARE LUCKY.
THEY JUST SIT.
HAHA

Today my family watched HANCOCK.
GREAT MOVIE.
HAHA

BLABLA.
Den watch Ghost story in YOUTUBE.
ERRA FAZIRA.
:S
HEHE
QUITE OKAY LAHH CAN.

DENDEN..
I cleaned the house again.
I just can't stand messy places.
:S OMG!

HAHA.
AFTERDAT, had religious class held by my daddy. (:
It was okay.

&& I SINCERELY PRAY I CAN FINISH AES TMR.
&& I PRAY FOR THE SECRET MIRACLE TO HAPPEN.
ONLY MY BEST FRIEND, AKEZD KNOWS.

HAHA
&& to beloved JANNAH.

I HOPE YOU ARE DOING FINE AT HOME.
U ARE MISSED!

=)

2008-07-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Today was a day out with my SAYANGEST little brother.
We went Hougang Mall to return my lib book.
&& to post the comp form.

HAHA.
It was kinda packed.
I saw Kak Ju so I just salam-ed her. :S
Hehe. I miss her lah. ):

Hmm. Wad else?
OHGAWD. Den bought ice cream.
My bro bought himself MILKSHAKE.
HAHA.
I think he shld get a fat wife..
So he can get d milkshake everyday.
;)

HAHA
Kkay.
We went Heartland afterwards.
He bought Play Station 2 games.
:S
WAHPIANG EY!

HAHA. Den we bought KFC Food to eat.
I was like drooling for the vest.
OMG, $16!!
I wanna cry.
It looks damn nice siaaa.
HAIZ. NVM.

&& THE BEST PART.

MY BRO FORCED ME TO WALK FROM HEARTLAND MALL TO SERANGOON.
My place of stay.
OMG.
GILA BROTHER!

ONE MORE THING,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHREEN!
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU.
& MAY YOU BE HAPPY ALWAYS.
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHREEN!

=)

2008-07-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

Heylo! HAHA.

You know wad?
Presentation was ALHAMDULILLAH.

Ain, Liza & Vani left me. ):
Ain wasn't feeling well.
Had stomach cramp.
Liza was sick.
GET WELL SOONLAH DEY!
Vani had dental appt.
Now I'm lonely.
Missing you guys a whole lot.
): Am gonna be lonely till then.
BOOHOO!

NVMLAHHH.
Anyways, now I've gotta hand in my weekly report.
HAHA

SADDED LARRR.
HMM.
Weekends plans?
Not too sure.
I'm bored.
There's just nothing to do you see. :S

Hehehe.
Oklahhh, if there's more to update I shall lar dey!
HAHA.
TATA!

ZZZ!

XOXO;
LAZYBUM..
ALSO KNOWN AS, FAEKAH!

HA HA HA.

:)

2008-07-09T21:07:00.000-07:00

HeyHey!
Everyone's having presentation in my Lab.
Me & Ain, we're having ours tomorrow.
Hehe =)

Anyhoos,
There's one lab mate of mine.
Whom I've gotta praise big time.
Because of the good attitude.

He's rich.
But not a show off.
He's got a hot gf.
But he keeps it cool.
He's got the brains.
But doesn't act big.
He's good looking.
but isn't a flirt.

Isn't that great? (:
Totally.
If only I was like him.
But just the female version lahhh.
=D HAHA.

The main pt..
I hope that if I was rich one day.
I'd be someone like him.

A good person.

:(

2008-07-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry.. Today's post will be in Malay.
It is to express how my heart truly feels.

Ya Allah..
Kenapelah bile saya percaya kepade seseorg?
Dia akan menyakitkan hatiku akhirnya..
Tidak kisahlah kawan ke kekasih ke.
Setiap kali saya mempercayai 100%..
Ataupun sayang seseorang sahabat atau kekasih.
Dia akan menyakiti hatiku.
Membuat diriku sedih.

I wont change unless if people change or did smth wrong.
Siapelah akan memahami itu?
I wont get angry if people dont tick me off.
Kenapelah Ya Allah.

Berikanlah diri hamba ini cahaya di hati.
Saya terlalu kecewa dgn kehidupan.

KK.
AHAHA.
I'll update more soon.
Once I'm happy!
HAHA.
Now update also no pt.
Always sad.

):

2008-07-08T05:30:00.000-07:00

Faekah's seriously not feeling well.
Constant sneezing.
Couging.
Sore throat.
HAHA

My friend YJ, gave me half of his Strepsils sia.
HAHA. I feel so bad.
Because I kept complaining abt my throat.
But thanks a lot man.

Anyways, my sickness not getting better.
Sorry if so long never update.
I'm not feeling well.
):
SORRY!

=)

2008-07-05T21:48:00.000-07:00

I just watched Ayat2 Cinta.
& realized so many things about Allah.
Yang Maha Esa.
(:

He is indeed the best.
If ur good,
God will give u a good guy.

If ur heart is not good,
it is otherwise.

GOD is fair.
I guess I'll change.
Learn to be more faithful to God.
&& all.

Like they say.
"Hati yang suci adalah kunci ke pintu syurga"

A pure heart is the key to Heaven.

Till then, spread the kindness.

=)

2008-07-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

I've a collection of drawings.
By my friends.
Everyonelah.
I still keep this drawing.
Can be rated as Number 1.
It's not easy to draw with paint.
But well.
By one of my best friends.

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE CREATIVE.

=)

2008-07-04T17:19:00.001-07:00

Hi people.
Yesterday I really sat down.
& Thought about myself.

FAEKAH HAS CHANGED BIG TIME.
Ohmygawd.

Now I've reached an ULTIMATE decision.
The only free days for me would be..
WEDNESDAY & WEEKENDS. (:

Weekdays would be my day with Allah.
Except Wednesdays lah.

&& I think I'll start fasting EVERYDAY.
Except weekends too.

Faekah has to change lah mannn.
My attitude, it's just getting from bad to worse.
So with we wna chill make it Wednesday or weekends.

I just cleaned the house.
Mum & Dad; sick today.
Hehe.

&& This Sunday is my daddy's birthday.
I LOVE YOU DADDY.
<3 ALWAYS.
The king of my heart.

Hmm.. Where's the Prince of My Heart?
HAHA.
Think I have no time for now.
It's time to put my heart & soul to Allah.

Other than that,
my cousins.
They are like SUPERBLY competitive.
In terms of SCHOOL.
WORK.
RELIGION.
& BODY SIZE.

Wadda heck?
They forgot that I'm competitive too.
You dare me.
You challenge me.
Fine Fine.
Boast all you want.
But I prefer to be modest.
After I graduate.
They will see who I am.

Till then,
I'll admit I'm stupid.

Hehehe. Adios!

=)

2008-07-03T17:49:00.000-07:00

HMM.

Just an ordinary day.
I'm down.

I'd rather shut up for today. (:
Toodles.

XOXO;
Faekah

=)

2008-07-03T01:21:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!
Here are more drawings..
By Liza & Vani.
PLUSPLUS,
my friend Catherine.
Always call me PA IE KAH.
HAHA BASKET.

&& JANNAH, take care.
May Allah bless you there.
U rock girlfriend.

=)

2008-07-01T17:42:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY!

Yesterday, Tuesday.
I went for a MAKE OVER.
HAHA!
It was fun.
I went with _______.
(Name not revealed due to certain reasons)

Since I have more tickets.
I'm passing to certain selected people.
I've selected 20 people. (:

If I had more tickets,
I would definitely give more.

Okay, here's the photo.
Those from the Photoshoot u guys have wait till next month.
Because I'll only receive it next month.
DAMN EXCITED LAH DEY.
HAHAH!

OKAY ENJOY!

So, I'm here to share my happiness with you guys, my friends. (:

=)

2008-06-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey!
Check these photos out.
SERIOUSLY!

Cute lah.
Vani & Liza's masterpieces.
AHAH.

&& TMR IS MAKE OVER DAY!

):

2008-06-29T17:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry people.
Today will be a sad & long post.
About love.

Today marks the end of everything for me & my ex.
End of friendship.
& Relationship.
It is definitely upsetting.
I'll tell you why.
We did broke up.
But we stayed as friend.
However.. Fate's not by our side.

But I will admit one thing.
He was the best among the rest.
The only one who ever cared abt me.
He was a PURE gentleman.
Loving & kind.

Generous too.
No other guy would ever love me.
No other guy would ever care abt me.

Perhaps I'm unattractive?
He's romantic.
Bought me flowers.
And..

He always listens to me.
Whenever I'm happy.
Whenever I'm sad.

We joke a lot.
He calls me every night.
To make sure I'm okay.

Would any other guy ever do that for me?
My heart is shattered.
Even tho he did had bad points about himself..

He took an effort to change it slowly.
Thank you for being part of my life.

But now I have to let you go..
It's hard for me.
But sometimes, you've just gotta let go.

I'm sorry if I was heartless.
If I was mean.
If I was bad.

May Allah bless you.
&& Hope to see you succeed one day.
Till then, you take care.

Kalau ade jodoh, kite akan berjumpe lagik.

U've always been the best.
&& I think no other guy will ever make me happy.
Or even care about me.

But whatever it is, I redha demi my parent's blessings.
If they disapprove, I have to let go.

Amiin.

=)

2008-06-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!
Im so happy lah dey.
Today I chilled.
Its been a LONG time.

HAHA.
TODAY I WENT OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND.
Since Secondary 2.
:)!!

Anyways.
We met at AMK.
&& We headed to Pasir Ris E Hub.
I didn't take the Ferris Wheel because I think it's a waste of $.
Rather go Escape Theme Park.
HAHA.

Anyhoos. Guess what?
We ate at BBQ chicken.
Freaking worth the while sia.
Mine was $11.90.
My best friend was $10.90.
BUT..
Btwn 11am to 2pm.
We got..
FREE DRINK. FREE SOUP. FREE ICE CREAM.
GOOD DEAL?
YESYESYES!
HAHA.

&& Den, watched GET SMART.
DAMN FREAKING AWESOME LAH DEY!
WUAKAKA.
;D
I LOVED IT.
Funny like shit.
:P
Rating wud be 9/10.
Excellento!

ANYHOOS;
After movies, went White Sands.
Bought as usual,
MY ALL TIME FAV,
YAM MILK TEA.
&& BLUE THINGYS!
Blue wallet, Blue make up bag, Blue coin pouch.
ALL AT 3 FOR $3.95.

OKAY.
That's all.
I feel happy! :D
HEHE.
ADIOS!

FOOD! We all love it. HAHA

It's all about FOOD. :)

It's okay to be thick skin once in a while. HAHA

BLEAH U LAH NENEK. HAHA.

My best friend again. This time, WE ARE CRAZY!

The freaking bus was shaking. Arsehole.

CHEAP AND SEDAP GILER.

MY BESTEST FRIEND. :) HAHA

=)

2008-06-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

HOHO.
I had a fantastic day.
Anyway heck friendster lah.
HAHAHA.
Just wna contact with my ol friends.
WEE.

PS: DON'T BELIEVE CERTAIN THINGS THAT GUYS SAY. (only applicable to love)

Kkay, the outing was ultra SPLENDID.
It consisted of ME, MY YOUNGER BRO & COUSIN.
SO LOVE THEM HARDCORE.

In the morning, my younger bro and I headed to the gym.
WUAKAKAKA.
It was alright.
;P
Hmm.
SO LONG NEVER EXERCISE SIA.
DENDEN.
I headache lor.
After headache, I VOMITTED.
HAHA.
AND I CHOSE THE PERFECT SPOT.
Behind the counter.
BUT RIGHT.
Abit only kena the floor.
Because I vomitted in the plastic bag.
-_-!

OKAY. HAHAHA.
BLABLABLA!

AND I WENT OUT.

WATCHED KUNGFU PANDA.
Damn funnylah.
Serious.
HAHAHA. I give 10/10 rating.
MUST WATCH!

ANDAND..
I bought house thingys.
ST IVES shampoo.
Body soap.
&& Ginvera face wash.
HEHEHE.

Afterwards, went PASAR MALAM.
Bought clothes.
Each @ 10 bucks.
It's hot.
SERIOUSLY.

Oklah, lazy already.
BYEBYE!

LIZA & AIN - RR
VANI & ME - SS

RAINBOW. AWW. Can you spot it?

Notebook. HAHA

$10 tube dress. Hehe.

$10 checkered blouse.

SHAMPOO, SOAP & FACE WASH NO PICS.
Sorry! HAHA

=)

2008-06-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

FASHION.

OMG.
I'm drooling for so many things right now.
&& It's all in my headdd.
HAHA.

Here goes nothing!

Just helping a friend to advertise.
{http://www.indecentromance.com}

NICE DESIGNS PEOPLE. (:

=)

2008-06-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

HEY!

I'm so gonna relax my mind right now.
SO HERE GOES NOTHING.

HAHA.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING PEOPLE!
Anyone gna join me?
Hehe. :)

&& OF COURSE;
relax my mind.
Maybe gonna bring my bro shopping tmr.
SEE HOW.
HAHA

WEE. :X
Nyways.

What cud I possibly blog about?
Nyeh Nyeh.

I HAVE A SUDDEN INTEREST FOR KOI FISH.
HA HA HA!
Check this out.

They are ADORABLE.
FATTY.
&& CUTE-TY!
;P

"It includes both the dull grey fish and the brightly colored varieties. A homophone of koi means "love, affection" and koi are therefore symbols of love and friendship in Japan: a good example is the short story Koi-san by Mukoda Kuniko."

WEE!

I wanna have that as my future birthday gift. ;D
CAN?

=)

2008-06-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna hv my period.
&& It's not good.
AHHHH.
HAHA.
HELP!

Cannot tahanlah.
I will be ULTRA moody.
&& Feel like vomitting.
Excessive drinking?

YEAH.
SHOO SHOO!
Don't come near me.
Or u will be the NEXT victim.
HAHA.

Anyhoos.
Today sch was okay.
VANI;
u were missed. (:

HMMM.
My project?
OHGAWD.
SUPER DUPER TIRED.

Oklah no mood lah people.
Next time okay.

:)
ADIOS!

=)

2008-06-24T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hey.

I decided to brush up on my photoshop skills.
HAHA.

Do comment! (:

Oklah, this is just the preview.
WUAKAKA.

School's fine.
Okaylah, that's all.
Am tired! :P

=)

2008-06-23T20:04:00.000-07:00

OMG.
Somebody sold his life for like $2000000.
DAMN FREAKING HOT SIZZLING MONEY SIA.
Just for his life.

Hmm.
Maybe I reckon he gave up in life.
OHWELLS.

Can't believe it either.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080623/tts-lifestyle-australia-britain-auction-79adaf4.html
FOR MORE INFO, CLICK THE ABOVE. (:

HMM.
I'm gonna finish my challenge.
I SO HAVE TO DISCIPLINE MYSELF WHEN IT COMES TO FOOD.

I love food, with all my heart.
HOW?
HAHA.

&& I WANT THE BLUE EVERLAST WATCH.
&& TUNIC DRESSES.

OMG, money.
Please drop down from the skyyy. (:

=)

2008-06-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

Today was a SOSO day.
HAHA I was just given a new task.

CLASS WAS OKAY.
Had a g8 time with Liza, Vani & Ain.
They're so damn nice.

&& U knw wad?
HAHA.

:P:P:P

NVM.
My friend Daya & me gg gym tmr.
YAY! HAHA.

&& Im tired.

Wont probably blog much today.

ANYHOOS,
the notty boys in my lab tricked me and Ain sia.
HAHA. Play the magic cards.

&& made a fool out of me & Ain!

HAHA.

&& the purple shirt guy.
HAHA.
Seventeen mag.
Basket.
HAHA. He pretend to be the person.
So bad.

&& Added worse phrases.

HAHA.
BAD LAH THEY ALL.

Anyways, gtg.
Presentation next week.
Toodles! (:

=)

2008-06-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

If there's one thing in life that I've learnt whole-heartedly.
Is to never put your heart 100% on someone or something.

I've totally learnt of it clearly.
& now, I'll only put my heart 100% to God.
& of course, my family.

I've been hurt too many times.
I've been betrayed way too much.
I've been forgiving.

Yes, I may have hurt others.
But regardless of whether I did or not.
I've cared about every single person I know 100%.

But..
To no avail.
It seems like..
My efforts.
My feelings.
My emotions.

It's no point giving a 100%.
But even so..
I will continue caring & loving.

Everyone or everthing I have.
Whether he/she/it tears my heart apart.
I will be there till the end.

But from today onwards,
GOD will be the only one I will turn to.

&& TO ALL MY TRUE BEST FRIENDS;

FAEKAH WILL ALWAYS LOVE U.
&& when i say true.
IT MEANS GOOD & BAD TIMES.
Also, APPRECIATION (Which I seldom see).

Okay that's all. :)

It's been hard for me these few days.
&& Only I know truly why I've been sad.

May God give me light at the end of the day.
Coz I've gone thru too many dark tunnels.

=)

2008-06-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

This is the so called:
RICH QUIZ?

Check this out.
http://widgets.friendster.com/yourichquiz/test.php

Here are my answers:

&& The END result is..

=)

2008-06-18T17:33:00.000-07:00

It's not easy pretending to be okay.

Hehehe.
Anybody wna watch with me GET SMART or even THE HULK?
HAHA.

Yesterday I went out with one of my gd friends from my sec sch.
SO DAMN NICE SIA HE.
Seriously.

What would you do if your ex liked another guy and is confused..
To like you or him?

HMM. I dont knowlah ey.
But my friend said this: I will find until i win her heart back.
Bought cool things for her bdae.
ButBut, in my opinion right.
JUST FORGET IT.

But then again.
I don't know.
If only nice/ good guys exist,
the world would be so much easier.
Same goes for girls too.

SADLY;
I only meet good guys.
But don't end up with them.
HAHA.
SIAN.
My ex was good.
But due to certain reasons,
BLABLABLA.

Hmm.
Okay forget that.
I'm gonna get my work done.
Till then see you guys again.

DAMN I have to clean the toilet @ home.
& Fold the clothes.
It's messy!
Time to groom myself.
&& THE HOUSE!!

HEHE, CAO!

:(

2008-06-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

Somebody gave me a challenge today.
HAHA.
Called me FAT.
But u know what?
It's okay!
:P
Give me 3 mths.
You will see changes, tip top!
(; Don't regret giving me the challenge okay.

Sometimes, when people change.
They begin to be too confident.
But it's okay. :)

Anyways, Vani & me were in the bus today.
& saw this 1 yr old baby.
Awesomely cute lah dey.
I played drum using his palm.
SO CUTE!
;P

Oklah, that's all.
Today I've no mood.
3 people pissed me off BIG time. :)

I shall go cool down first okay.
HAHA, tata people.

=)

2008-06-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody!

First & foremost,
thank GOD Shreen is back home safely.(:
Missed you alot lah girl.

Hmm.
Next?
Oh yeah.
Just created friendster.
WITH THE INTENTION OF:
Keeping in contact with my pri & sec sch friends.
Also, my poly friends.
Nothing else.
Just to get it clear.
ADD ME!

Hmm.
Anything else?
OHYEAH! PHOTOS!
HAHA.
Me & my girlfriends in FYP.
They rock big time.
PS: My other good friends too.

I've been drinking VITAGEN.
& Now, my dear stomach is making some hard metal music.
HAHA.
SORRYLAH DEY.
I will stop drinking VITAGEN okay.

I feel like gg shopping soon.
But nobody wanna follow. ):
I wanna cry.
Can or not?
HAHA.
OR CANNOT?

Okays.
Right now, I'm left with:
COMPLEX ALG 1.
WAHLAO EY! BASKET.
I thought COMPLEX ALG 4 finish already.
But there were some errors.
:( GGRR!
But I ain't giving up.
;P FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

Okaylah, this innocent girl gtg already.
HAHAHA.

SEE YA!

All of us @ Pizza Hut. HAHA

I want to berak/shit. Can or not? The fishes want to eat ley. HAHA

We told her that we're gonna take a FORMAL photo. We TRICKED her, the one squarting. HAHA!

PEACE LAH DEY! HAHA

Sleep tight, my little ones. Hehe.

:)

2008-06-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

HEYLO EVERYBODY!
I'm blogging right now.
BECAUSE I WAS ASKED TO.
HAHA.

Anyways, today was a blessed day.
After I prayed hard, THANK GOD.
Nobody spoilt my mood.
Phew!
:)

Hmm. I hope my days would continue to be blessed.
I'm so happy.

These few days tho my heart was sad.
But I have to be strong.
Eka is a strong girl remember?

I've met so many people.
Omgz. Many people with many attitudes.
U know today right?
I saw this family.
OHDEAR.
So sweet.
They were all so supportive of each other.
OMG! I wanna have a family like that in future.

BUT U KNOW WAD?
I don't think I wud even get married. HAHA

Btw, I bought for my cutest daddy a Bluetooth headset.
I saw it for him. Hehe.
Father's day cum Bday.
Shreen's bdae gift, I also buy ald.

She didn't reply.
I wonder how she is in the hospital.
I'm worried for her.
Seriously.

Hmm. School was great! Hehe.
I had lotsa fun & laughters.
I LOVE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY THE SPORTING.
And they are: Vani, Liza and Ain.
OMG in school we are like crazy people.
Photos will be updated soon.

Anyway.
Yesterday went out with Munir, Eunos, Yamiin.
& THE GIRLFRIENDS.
BEST LAH DEY.
We ate pizza hut.
YUMMY!
Hehe.
You guys rock!

Oklah, till then.
TOODLES!

& most imptly,
GOD BLESS. (;

=)

2008-06-12T17:36:00.001-07:00

To my bestfriend, Shreen.
I really hope ur gonna be okay.

I really can't afford to loose a friend like you.
You've always been there thru thick & thin.
A heart so pure & kind.
I hope God will give u the cure.

Yestd when Leonard told me the news.
I was so shocked.
I actual really cried.
For a friend.
Because I really treasure a best friend like you.

I'm so sad that it happened to you, my dear friend.
Thank you for the bowling on my birthday.
Thanks for your thoughts.

You'll be my best friend.
Thru thick and thin.

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU TO THE MAX!

Love you lots, my best friend.
No idea what I'll be without a friend like you by my side.

=)

2008-06-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

Heyhey.
You wanna know more abt me?
Or dont want?
Haha. Just read the quiz I've specially done below.
PS: Shreen, I've got a post for u below. Please read!

01.What have you been doing recently?
FYP. Hahaha! No choice, it has to be that way right?

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
When I'm not in the mood/angry? Haha.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Break to the fast. Haha. Fixed timing. =P

04. When did you last cry?
Hmm. I think the last 2 nights?

05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
PUNAT. Haha. Siao!

06. What do you want in your life right now?
A good job. A good bf. & A good heart.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Obviously lah. Then wad? Carry panties?

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My kempit. Haha. Bolster lah. Uncomfy without it. Haha.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Skinny jeans. But worn by a fatty, which is me. Haha.

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Hmm. can't find any SMS with the words "nicest text". Sorry!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Once in a while to keep the relationship HOTTT.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nehhh. :)

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Haven watched a movie since I last broke up? :S

14. What are you proud of?
Nothing, because I know clearly that I'm still not good enuff. =)

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
No idea. AKA Lazy to check. ;P

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Beautiful nightmare by Beyonce. ;P Hott stuff.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Farkker, Fast Car, Freak. Haha, just because of my name. U all bad lah, dont evn knw how to pronounce a simple name.

18. If eu saw tat ur love is about to get hit by a car.. If eu saved him.. eu will be the one who die.. Would eu saved him?
Yes I will. I'd rather die saving someone then die because of a disease.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am? I'm an owl in disguise. ;p

20.Are you currently happy?
Yes I am. :)

21. Who gives you best advice?
My family. & Friends. ;P Love you all.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Hmm. I prefer with cone. ;P It's sexy. HAHA

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Hmm. No one yet?

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Hmm. No? Only my project.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
My girlfriends. Haha. Faris. Munir. Ferd. Anyone else?

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Neh. it doesn't fit my toes. HAHA

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My friend, Ferd. Sorrylah man! Knock out ald liao lah.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Hmm. Neh, not heartbroken. Just sad. Because I haven't met my true love.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
HMM. When I see stuck up people. It's damn sickening. Haha.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
YES!

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NOLAH. No time. Haha

32. What is the colour of your room?
Blue! My fav colour.

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
If it wasnt a SIN & If there's no such thing as POLICE.

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
Hmm. It is. That's why they created the drink Sweet Talk. haha.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
HMM. My pillow? HAHA

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
My parents. Hehe. Love them hardcore.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Hmm. Dont know? Haha.

38. Do you have a life?
HAHA. I'm still typing.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
Nehhh.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Hmm. I love the song? HAHA.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Hmm. Don't recall & don't care. haha ;P

42. Last time you smiled?
Everyday lah.

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes I have. But my butt has grown too large. :p

44. What are you listening right now?
BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE by Beyonce. ;P Hott chick!

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
NEHNEH. Hehe. Full concentration typing this thingy. Haha.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open lah bodoh. Haha

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Hmm. Don't worry, be happy.

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
Hmm. Neh. Because I will only want someone who WANTS me.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Percussion. Hehehe.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in weeks?
HUH? WADDA TOOT?

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
MSN-ing. & ironing clothes.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I ain't got any lover right now. Hahah. But I'm happy with the love of my family. Muacks!

53. What song best describe your love life?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Nope. :)

55. Who always make you laugh?
HAHHAA. VANI!

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Malay. A bit of Java. Yeah, dats abt it.

57. Favourite website?
My blog. HAHAHAHHAHAH! :p

58. What your middle name?
Binte. Every Malay girl has that in the middle.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
FYP again? HAHA.

60. What do you think you are like?
Cameron Diaz. HAHAHAH crap!

61.Who will you choose to die with?
If possible, my family.

62. Where have you been today?
SCHOOL!

63. What game do you play often?
MY PSP. HAHA, always.

64. Who are you missing right now?
My best friend, Shreen.

65. If you’ve to choose between friend & loves, who will you choose?
Friend & Loves. :)

66. What are you doing right now?
Typing. Hahaha!

67. Which primary school are you from?
ROSYTH!

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Blue, Blue & Blue.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Hahahaha. Dont know ley. Maybe stoning?

70. What is your life to you?
My life is all about learning from my mistakes.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Cry at night. Hahahaha. :)

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. Can't rmb.

73. Who do you admire most?
My mother's heart.

74. Which month are you born in?
JUNE! :) Wee.

75. How are you feeling right now?
SIAN LAH DOING THIS BABI QUIZ. HAHA.

76. What is the time now?9.18AM

77. Where are you now?
LAB! hehe.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Beige brown. Hahah!

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I like to waste time. Haha

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
Hmm I keep quiet. One kind lah the quiet. Haha!

81. At which age you wish to get married?
25 ++. MAYBE.

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
FAMILY & FRIENDS. LOVE maybe when I meet the right one.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not really. Hahahhaha.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Hmm. Family?

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
YESYES

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmmm. When my life is purely filled with happiness.

87. What is your goal for this year?
To be sincerely happy.

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes i do. Just that I havent found my prince yet.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Hmm. When I feel that I'm loved & cared for.

90. Do you really think its Gobal Warming now?
Of course.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
Hmm. When I'm down. Because Id rather be happy.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YES. Only if the friends cherish me.

93. Do you believe in god?
Of course.

94. if you had one minute to call someone before you died, who would it be?
My dad.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family. Always.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Myself lah. If not how to even start fighting. HAHA

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
All the sins Ive done.

98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
Hmm. I'll be very sad.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
I'll buy him a stop watch so he can time himself.

100.What do you want now?
Hmm. To always be blessed.

=)

2008-06-11T17:34:00.000-07:00

Hello!
(: Guess what people?

HAHA.
Yestd something funny happened.
This VANI lah.
Hehe. I was having headache.
& Being the most nicest human being ever.
She offered Axe oil.

Wee! So I applied it on the right on the left.
Then in the middle.
&& u now what?
When I placed it in the middle.
She hit my hand.
AHHAHA.
Lucky never go into my eyes.
You ding dong!
:P
Hehe. Vani, I love you lah dey!

Yestd night, talked to one of my friends.
Damn funny!
Debated like maddd lah.
Seriously.
But this friend of mine ar.
Always wna win.
SIAO!
There was this sentence lah.
He said "I wished I was the guy in ayat2 cinta".
Dont wish. Just change!
-_-

I'm starting to love the song Beautiful Nightmare.
WOO! Beyonce in d house people!

Okay here are some photos to crack you up.
;)Below is MY version of KUNGFU PANDA.

MAIN ACTOR: MUNIR;
PEACOCK: FAEKAH;

They just ROCK my life.
But too bad Vani missed the whole thing. -_-!

The ring my FAV father bought for me. ;)

This is the LONGKANG. In English, it means drain.:P

This is SOUP & half of Liza's face.

The BEAUTIFUL people who add COLOURS to my life.

AWWW. Memoirs of a non-geisha. Wee!

=)

2008-06-10T17:42:00.000-07:00

If you guys happened to notice,
my MSN nick states this particularly attractive phrase:
"I'm officially immuned. Haha"
OKAY, the HAHA is optional.
Because I always type THAT everywhere.
:P
BUT the immuned is for real.
Seems like most guys whom I've gotten to know.
SAYS THE EXACT SAME THING.
I mean this is only applicable to those guys;
you know the ones who wanna like go on.
HATE IT.
Please be original.
HAHA.

OOO.
Haizad Imran was at KOUFU yestd.
Hmm, his body is hot.
But didn't clearly capture the face lah kannn.

After breaktime, we took photos with the fishes.
It was fun, running around like hooligans.
I REPEAT, there's no Year 1 & Year 2 people.
So, it's like free.
NO STARING.
NO THIS.
NO THAT.
;) YAY!

Anyhoos.
Today's topic will be:
WHAT IS YOUR DREAM GUY?
HOTTT TOPIC RIGHT?
Hmm, for me right.
I LOVE A GUY WITH GOATEE.
Just the arabian look.
It melts me off.
I don't care handsome or NOT handsome.
BUT GOATEE.
OHMYGAWD!
HOTTT.
And a tiny piece of hair below the lower lips.
That's in terms of appearance.

But whatever it is, i just want TRUE love.
I USED to be dumb. But now, IM not.
I will choose the RIGHT one.
Because experiences have taught me.
I'd rather not waste time.
I'll leave it to God to give me the One.
Whether I already know him.
Whether I've already seen him.
Or whatever.
I hope the lovey dovey thing will happen at the RIGHT time.

& dearest God, give me the strength that I need. (:
I dont wanna face all these crap.

My only wish right now is to score my FYP.
HAHAHA!

Insya Allah.

Okay goodbye people.
:)

=)

2008-06-09T17:23:00.000-07:00

HeyHey!
What's up?
The sky's the limit.
:P HA HA.

Anyhoos, By the Hoos,
I'm a happy girl today. :(
I HOPE.
I've yet many tasks to be done.
Which is saddy saddy.
Haha!
:S

Anyone catched Euro yestd?
I cannot believe guys are willing to stay up just for soccer.
HAHA.
"You guys need your beauty sleep."
;P

Hmm.
Yestd, we laughed so much.
OMG.
One of my friends.
(Whose name I wont mention here)
HAS A CLONE.
I couldn't believe my eyes.
I was so stoned!
:O
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,
I WITNESS SMTH LIKE THAT.
I hope to see mine one day.
After so, I will point at the clone of mine.
& LAUGH OUT LOUD.

Other than that,
I'm so dead.
I've been consuming YAM MILK TEA with PEARLS.
Everyday in school.
=X
I LOVE IT SO MUCH LA DEY!

&& YEAY YEAY!
My mum's giving away her 25 hrs watch to me.
It's damn shiny.
& GORGEOUS!
& it's gonna belong 2 me.
YAY-HOO!
DOODEEDOO!

Yours Sincerely,
Nur Faekah

PEACE OUT!
PEACE IN?

=)

2008-06-08T17:32:00.000-07:00

As usual, im punctual today.
Haha! Good morning, everyone!
Yesterday was a g8 day for me. :)
Wee. People were nice.

&& I ate candy floss yet again.
Uber delicious.

Okay, here's the latest news!
U KNW WAD?!
main topic: BUTCH
HAHA.
i saw this BUTCH.
& guess what she did?
she used BINOCULARS to look at girls.
IN A MALL.
UBER DISGUSTING!
EWW.
HAHA!
STUPID.
Next time use telescope lah.
Or X RAY Vision glasses.
SIAO!

Anyway, I'm DEAD tired.
As close to dead in fact.
HAHA.
&& hungry, that's usual.
=P

Yesterday.
Hmm. Nothing much happened.
Just met irritating people.
Really pissed me off.
There's this jackpot machine.
So they said this.
"Confirm loose one."
EH BODOH.
If you know you're gonna loose,
then why play?
DUMBDUMB!

My report?
IM GONNA RUSH IT TODAY.
cause i have to hand it in today.
NVM, GAMBATE!
HAIYAK!

BLAH BLAH.
Hmm, okay random topic people.
About life.
You know people always say this and that.
That and this.
Over and over again.
Truth is, what goes around comes around.
SO WHY THE HECK BLAME SOMEONE ELSE BESIDES YOURSELF?
Ohgod.
But sadly, I'm one of these people sometimes.
But I've gotta realize actually..
I do blame people/God at times.
My apologies okay!
We friend2 mah.

Hmm, oklahh nothing much to that.
My fingers tired lah dey!

TATA TITI TUTU.
May you have loads of KUTUs!
YAY!
:P
BLUEK!
aka BLUCAK!

Hehe.
Inside joke.
TAKE CARE!
TOODLES!

=)

2008-06-07T06:42:00.000-07:00

I had a great day today.
My cousin gave me a visit today. :)
Thank you dearest cousin.
You rock girl.
Haha, she gave me a bear2 soft toy.
&& a heart shaped necklace.
I felt so touch.
Thank you for being a g8 cousin. =D

And and.
One of my friends, gave me 2 dresses.
Thanks Fadzil!
It's nice.
Unfortunately this gemok girl here cannot fit one of your dress.
:S
Time to exercise Faekah!

Hmm. Luckily got friend to sms2 with.
Hehe. If not im so sad. :(
Today sian day lahs.
Hehehe.

Hmm.
What else?
OHMYGOD.
I ate a lot today.
Like seriously full now.
I'm full of myself.
Hahah.

&& something funny happened.
MY FATHER!
He put Nivea lotion ALL over his face.
& guess what?
HAHAHA. Both of his eyes are PUFFED UP.
Ayah2, Daddy2.
You're so cute lah!
I seriously love you to the core. <3

I wanna thank God.
Whole-heartedly.
For so many beautiful blessings!
I LOVE YOU DEAREST ALLAH.

&& u now wad?
im aiming to buy a watch.

Faekah has many birthdays to look forward to.
MANY OF MY FRIENDS ARE CANCERS!!

1) Aunty Wati
2) Cousin Aisyah
3) Shreen (My darling best friend)
4) MY FATHER
5) Brother Shah
6) Hidaya

OHGOD!
Hahaha.
So this clearly proves.
Gemini & Cancer gets along well. :)
HAHAHA.

Okayslah. That's all.
Take care people! =D

ENJOYYY.

=)

2008-06-05T17:29:00.000-07:00

Good morning people!
Haha.
Tell you guys what happened yesterday.

My younger brother gave me this FANTASTIC gift.
Hahah! Which is a Winnie the Pooh "PIG" soft toy.
Isn't that "amazing"?
HAHA. This boy ahhh. Very notty lah man.
So guess what I told him?
I said to him this very simple phase:
"I'll get you a real live pig on your birthday".

GGRR. Sucha a meanie!
Nvm my sayang little brother.
Your turn will come pretty soon.
BLUEK! :P

&& yes, my BESTEST friend shreen.
You rock my world.
Thanks for the food & bowling yestd.
I had a great time with you.
MUACKS! You rock lah babe.

Hehehe. Wahlao!
I'm seriously very HUNGRY!
OMG!
Cannot tahan lah seyyy.
My stomach so noisy already lah.

Hmm. Wadever else can I blog about?
*Thinks hard*
I've been so sad these few days.
Which is bad.
Because it's so called my downfall.
Like I said, when I'm happy..
I'm EXTREMELY happy.
But when I fall,
I fall badly.

Btw, one of my friends.
Recommended the songs by Secondhand Serenade.
&& Mayday Parade.
It's really nice.
I used to be into Hip Hop & what not.
But the songs were greatlah.
I'm being exposed to a new genre of music.
&& I'm starting to like it!

Well, fact is.
MUSIC, we just can't live without it.

=(

2008-06-04T20:39:00.000-07:00

This year has been the saddest birthday for me.
Compared to last year.
But I wanna thank the people below for actually..
remembering my birthday.
Thanks a lot. (:
And from the bottom of my heart.

My Family - For the PSP & diamonds. I love you all so much. Thanks for being my TRUE love, always.

Fadzil - Thanks for the song. And the dedication. & Also gifts. (: Thank you!

Faris - Thanks so much for the laughters and thanks for being there. & The SIMS 2 game. Haha! Thanks a lot. Thanks for waiting too.

Shreen - Thanks for staying up. Thanks for the belated shoes. :) Ur message really touched my heart. & You'll always be my best friend. You wished me at 12am. Hehe.

Rabiah - I'm so happy that u remembered. Means a lot to me. :) Early in the morning. and the message came out.

Muz - Thanks for wishing me in the morning. :) Thank you. really cheered me up.

Fatin - Thanks for the unreceived sms. Haha! And thanks for wishing me. =)

Ain - Thanks for wishing me in the room. ;)

Liza - Thank you for wishing me too. :)

Munir - Thanks kakak! Hehehe. =)

Xiu Juan - Thank you gf!! Hehehe. Muacks!

Vani - Thank you baybeh!! You rock. Haha :P

Peiyi - Thank you for the Mango birthday wish yea. Hehe. Sistah!

Zaki - Thanks for wishing me Zaki Waki. Haha.

Rajes - Thanks for the unreceived sms. Haha! And thanks for wishing me. =)

=)

2008-06-04T05:08:00.000-07:00

I really love this song, hardcore.

I'm starting to love this band group.

OMG! *Screams*

(I hope my future husband will sing for me this song. *Melts*)
Secondhand Serenade - FALL FOR YOU

Okaylahs. I've got something to declare people.

I'm turning old tomorrow.
How I wished I could still stay this young.

-_-...
So much for nothing is impossible.
HAHA!

Okays!
It's morphin time.
It's snapshot time!

Madonna, u have more than 4 more mins to sing right now. :P

One of my good friends in Poly, Liza Hanim. Chey2!

My niece. I want future baby to be this cutey!

This is me during attachment. Stressed lahhh!

When I was at Guardian. Hahah! :P

Okays, that's all folks!
:P

=(

2008-06-03T23:34:00.001-07:00

Dearest God,

Show me the truth.
Have I made the biggest mistake of my life?
If I did, show me the lighter path.
I wish to excel.
& Make my parents proud of me.

Haiz. Nvm.
The reason I'm blogging more is particularly because..
I'M BORED!
HAHA.

Seriously bored.
Much work to do.
): SIAN.
Hehe.

But I'm determined to complete my given task.
Anyhoos, just now was fun Liza Hanim.
The photos I took with Liza will be posted here soon yea!

Cheers!
:) & God bless ya'll.

=)

2008-06-03T19:10:00.000-07:00

Guten Morgen, everyone! :)
Haha.
It's a sleeepy morning tdy.
OMG, cannot tahan lah dey.
My eyes wanna shut down already.
Now, it's in LOG OFF mode. :S

Hehe.
My dumbass attment pay hasn't come in yet.
Ridiculous piece of crap.
OMG.
I'm so pissed.
The HR needs to work harder.
It's terrible.
I'm heartbroken.
Money Money Money.
I want money. :P

Hmm.
U know wad people?
My knee cap is in pain.
My heart is in pain.
I've been complaining to Liza, Ain & Vani.
But nobody wanna massage me.
I wanna cry~

Nevermind.
Time will heal all wounds.
HAHA.

Tmr I'll update what happened today.

&& Yes my left eye kept on twitching.
:( URGH!
I don't wna cry no more.

Nvm.I gtg.
Adios Amigos!
BERAMBUSSS.
Haha.
Toodles~

=)

2008-06-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

Greetings everyone from Planet Earth.
Haha, Faekah's in the house.
WHAT'S UP?!
The ceiling.
-_- Lame.

Okay nevermind.
Today started off as a weird day.
Nowadays NYP is contaminated with many Minahs.
Oh my gawd.
Help.
I hate it.
-_-

Hehe.
One word, STRESSED!
Haha, just when I thought I could laugh & smile again.
They gave me an even harder topic to work on.
&& the best part is,
I'm gonna work with Flash Actionscript.
CheyChey!
BESTTT. -_-
Whatever.
But I ain't gonna give up.
It's a challenge!
Bring it on! :P

My bf & me just broke up.
It was a just decision made by both of us.
We're free like the bird now.

I have to focus on work.
& Enjoy my teenagehood.
My dream is to become..
RED RIDING HOOD.

Ohmygod.
I'm insane!
HAHA.
Okays..
A very important question to ALL of you.

WHO'S UP FOR BOWLING?!
Let's challenge. ;)